I just can't believe it's been a year.  This pain just doesn't get any easier.  I miss you so much.  I think of you everyday.  When it's a beautiful day and the sun is out... I cry.  I remember it was just that...

So hard to believe you have been gone for 2 months!  You are always in my thoughts... every little thing that slowly works itself out for me... I know it's you making big moves for me.  I don't know how to let you go... I don't...

Words cannot express the pain I'm feeling.  You were such a fighter till the very end.  Thank you for being such a great uncle to Brianna and Jonny.  I know we will see each other again.. until then... know that I love you with al...